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Pulling words 

out a world bank 

deep as the ocean 

Heart bleeding out pain

Trying to express my emotions 

Always had trouble with that 

I learned to just own it 

Always felt 

it would come to this 

Me seeing things with a third eye 

I was chosen 

devil running 

through my veins 

trying to kill me 

like poison 

But I got angels 

walking with me 

Ready 

for the son of the morning 

He be trying to catch me in my dreams 

But I'm always 

dreaming lucid

And we he think he got me bind 

I Chop it up and screw it  

But even when 

I'm sleeping I'm working 

One thing for certain 

Nothing is for certain 

Thoughts just hanging there 

like curtains 

Feel it in my soul I’m evolving 

I’m emerging 

Into something unknown-

change your negative to a positive.

What’s the use of learning information if you’re not going to retain it or utilize it...?

Why complain about situations in your life if you are not going to take the steps to do something about it. Life is indeed a mystery, a mystery that no matter what ethnic group, social status, or country, you are from some things we will never know. We all what to know the answer.

Although I can’t make you believe but I can reassure you that it begins with you.

YOU wanting to know what are you looking for in life. YOU are wanting to sustain true peace mentally physically, emotionally, as well spirituality. Acceptance of your life given to you. YOU are wanting to find someone else to make you happy. YOU know when enough time has been wasted on one route in life. You wanting to better yourself and be wealthy.

Well it starts with YOU.

Now it’s a start for some new actions and success.

YOU its starts with. YOU must learn to love yourself before loving anyone else whether poor, rich, overweight, supposedly ugly, beautiful, gift less etc. YOU must still love yourself. Never question why! Start with the WHAT? WHAT can I do to better myself WHAT can I do to make me feel better all in all.

Questioning why and being angry with your life will only attract more anger and guilt along with confusion and resentment. All of these things, a negative aspect of life ending with no solution but the thoughts invading your everyday life. Being in this constant thought cycle will not change the situation unless YOU actually seek ways to change your life. Meaning take action leave the WHY”S and AIM for the WHAT. If it is something you cannot change this is even more so of a reason to let go and accept and move on.

Try to seek different ways to sustain a positive thought process. Replace the negative with a positive and find actions, skills, activities or meditations that will help you cope with things you are unhappy with.

The more you think positive the more positive things will be attracted to be positive about.

What do you have to loose besides being miserable try it utilize and take action.

we contain all the secrets within!

:...'O man, know thyself! In thee is bid the treasure of treasures'."

embrace the words from Sarah Bernhardt

Life begets life. Energy creates energy. It is by spending oneself that one becomes rich. Sarah Bernhardt

Its All Therapy

Have you ever felt like something was going to happen so suddenly,you just couldn't figure out what it was. Or the urge or a rush type of feeling? Has life ever taken you to places that you thought you would never recover or has life just been something easy going but something missing or you just don't understand why you feel empty or lost. Life was determined a long time ago and once people except their life instead of trying to look across the street, life will be more of a blessing and positive things will begin to happen. When feelings of guilt begin to afloat, fears, or unwanted emotions and it begins to be come a complex remember you can set your mind to do anything you want logically.. Start thinking in a positive outlook. Never doubt your self you are deserving. Turn your mind state to optimistic. Live life because you only can live this life once... Never dwell on things you cannot change and do not feel as if you are not deserving when good things start to happen for you. Don't turn the bright light off keep it moving and plant good seeds along the way. Ask the higher source for condolence. Ask for signs and pay attention to what you have earned.. 

Do as you say, practice what you'll say you'll do.

introduction to much more

This is her Blog of her wackiest thoughts, poems she writes, latest information on her upcoming business, sex appeal and merchandise and a bundle of surprises branching off to so many other sensual down to earth things. Posting links to dance videos and music is just the beginning to what’s to become of this west side story from the heart of a young Ghetto queen. Daughter of a hustler who fought to break free. Wanting to release her all at once has taken time. This being the introduction stay turned to what she has to say as she releases each identity and exposing her extreme circumstances with caution as she evolves to confirm her identity.

Short Bio

         Born and partially raised in Buffalo NY, Martina' Comer declared her independence at a young age. Due to the extreme circumstance that was dealt in her life. Growing up in an era where set standard's in society made  it hard to be successful; she decided to take a stand. Having many different interest she realize she had a gift of diversity in the physical world.         
         Having her first poem published in the worlds poetry book at the age of 9. Poetry  was her passion. Having many different goals and talents she tried to find stability in her life to focus a little bit of her time on each one. Finding names for all of her talents and giving them all their own identity, she began to create multiple altered egos. This was her mechanism in tackling and completing everything she wanted to accomplish. From music, to live poetry, to the medical field, swiftly working on her independent business awhile maintaining her personal life she was determined to build a legacy, an create a empire of her own. In her own way in her own world she will serve as a purpose for the generations to come. Coming from the struggle it was hard and some wrong turns were made but a destination always in mind. Heaven. Focused on Embacy’s marketing plan, to help the business blossom with security, just one problem no resources  to really obtain the dream. She contained  her doudts and embedded her heart in her faith. 
        She continued writing poetry every chance she could from work, school, and home. Also expressing herself through music. Dancing came naturally for her. She discovered then that no matter where life my take her these were the things that made her happy. These activities were fun and filled with positive energy that she wanted to forever keep. So failure was not an option. Putting those activities  off were not a choice either. Having the lyrical part down of her music the hardest aspect was her delivery. As she began to unwind becoming more and more comfortable in her surroundings she continued to record anytime she could. Gaining confidence as she began to explore deeper into herself and becoming fully aware of herself she had to decide what she  wanted to do with the rest of her life. Not knowing many people from being a isolated child, She made a Facebook and Twitter account because of someone she was dating at the time. She then began taking random pictures of herself and began speaking her mind on random topics from sex, cocky talk, relationship opinions, her poetry, inspirational quotes, drama, quotations from her music, more awhile she built a name for herself and a judged reputation . Through  it all the journey is just starting  as she will soon share the plan and route behind the masterpiece !!!!